I prefer it here.

I exist within a realm for which there exists no precedent or determinable format by which to convey the nature of (including, palpably, one societal); this applies to both the plane I have realized and to the effect that it has had on me - clarification of the latter often escapes even words, rendering me incapable of assessing myself as I am otherwise able. The only way I imagine communication regarding this state to be plausible is through indirectly addressing it - by illuminating its "context" as directly as possible.